Updates..
July 20, 2009Wow I have been really neglecting this..
Tomorrow I turn 18.. I didn’t think much of it for a while, then a few weeks ago I though “I am excited for the rest of my life to start.” And now? I just think, hell I can get my piercings, things I would have done to myself anyways and I get my license, which I’m going to do in Iowa instead of Texas.. Just because I refuse to completely be a Texas resident. I seriously am starting to hate living here. I used to really like SA, and now I’m seeing its boring as hell and I despite the fact that Iowa is really boring: At least I can leave the house alone there. Other news, Anthony and C go on their trip tomorrow (Nice birthday gift he gives me, eh?) so I am going to spend the week alone. This is when I regret not taking drivers ed. I need to get out of the house, but I guess this is what I do “Inside my shell I wait and bleed.” And bleed I do (well not anymore.. Gah) Oh and did I mention I have become morbidly obsessed with Slipknot? Yeah, again. And Anthony got me The Sims 3 ^_____^ It’s much better than I expected. They say you lost all control of everything like in Sims 2, but you can change that in the options. (;
To my sunshine
July 16, 2009So, finally I had someone I could go to with my problems and he’d always be there. Someone who I liked to hang out with, who I liked to talk to, who I liked to listen to because he had such great fucking things to tell and share. You’re trying to cut me out of your life again? Well I don’t blame you. But I have had so much fucking disappointment in my life and if this turns out to be like the last times you tried to “leave me alone” I will go crazy. I want someone to be there forever for me and not someone who is gonna pussy out the first time he thinks he makes me sad. So when you start to think about coming back and being my sunshine again: Fuck off, yea?
House the video game
June 9, 2009
House the video game? Seriously? Defiantly have to try it out.
It will be for the PC, DS and Wii. There will be five cases for House and his team to solve, which will involve actual medical procedures, questioning patients, and breaking into their houses. Voices will be sound-a-likes, sadly. And the Wii version release will be held until next year. Otherwise the PC and DS versions will be out for the holidays.
(As from what I know from sources. Any other news on it I will have to update this.)
Also if you can’t wait and want something to tide you over until then try the fan made demo version.

(Above and bellow images from the fan based demo game)

Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It…
June 6, 2009My friend David posted a link on facebook to this very nice article of why geeks and nerds are worth giving a chance. (: I’ve always liked geeks/nerds so I already knew all this but I thought I’d share.
Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It…
In the wide world of dating, there are many options. Do you go for the flashy guy with the smooth smile, or the dude in the corner typing away on his laptop? The following are reasons why I think my fellow females should pay more attention to the quiet geeks and nerds, and less attention to the flashy boys.
1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they’re well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are… plus, I’ve never had a geek guy not call me when he said he would. Score major points THERE.
2.) They’re useful. In this tech-savvy world, it’s great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself.
3.) They’re more romantic than they’re given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such… but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends.
4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like ‘em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like ‘em smaller with more meat on their bones? Got that too.
5.) They’ve got brains. Come on now, how can intelligence be a bad thing?
6.) Most are quite good at remembering dates. Like birthdates and such, especially if they know it’ll make you happy. Due again to their neglected status, they’re more attentive than guys who “have more options”. Plus, with all that down time without a steady girlfriend, they’ll likely have mental lists of all the things they’d love to do once they GOT a girlfriend.
7.) Sex. Yep. Sex. I’m not really familiar with this myself, but I’ve friends who’ve been intimate with geek guys and it’s raves all around. They say a virgin wrote the Kama Sutra… all that time thinking about sex, imagining sex, dreaming about sex, (they are male after all) coupled with a desire to make you happy? Use your imagination.
8.) They’re relatively low-maintenance. Most can be fueled on pizza, Twinkies and Mt Dew. No complicated dinners needed here, so if you’re not the best cook, eh. Can you order a pizza?
9.) Most frequent bars as often as slugs frequent salt mines. You won’t have to worry much about your geek guy getting his “groove” on with club hotties because, frankly, he’ll be too busy rooting around under his computer wondering where that spare cable went. You won’t have to worry about him flirting with other women because, 9 out of 10 times, he’ll zip right by them in a perfect b-line towards the nearest electronics store. I’ve seen this happen.
Me: “Eww. Victoria Secret’s Models… They’re so skinny. How is that feminine? You can see her ribs!”
Geek Guy: “ooooooo…”
Me: “Hey!” *notices he is staring lustfully towards the computer store*
Geek Guy: “What?”
Me: “Never mind…”10.) Although he may not want to go to every outing with you, you can arrange swaps, as in, you’ll go to his Gamer Con dressed as an elf princess if he’ll take you to the ballet. Plus, if he doesn’t want to go someplace with you, you won’t have to worry much about what he’s up to. You’ll probably come home to find him asleep on his keyboard in a sea of Mt. Dew cans with code blinking from the screen. It’s ok. He’s used to this. Just toss a blanket over him and turn out the light.
11.) His friends aren’t jerks. I can’t stress this enough. You’ll more likely get “Omg! A GIRL!! Can I see?!” than “Hey hot stuff back that ass up here and let me get some grub on…” They’re awkward geeks too and will, 9 times out of 10, treat you with the utmost respect and, more than likely, a note of awe. A cute girl picked one of their clan to date? It could happen to them! Hope! Drag some of your single girlfriends over, open up a pack of Mt. Dew, crack open the DnD set and get working. Nothing impresses geek guys more than a girl who can hack-n-slash (well ok maybe if she can code… a geek can dream).
12.) They’re rarely if ever possessive. They trust you, so you can be yourself around them. You like to walk around the house in a ratty t-shirt for comfort? He won’t care. He does too! They won’t get pissy if you don’t wear make-up or don’t want to bother primping your hair. If you gain a few pounds, they won’t try their best to make you feel like crap.
13.) They’re usually very well educated. Physics majors and the like. See #5. You won’t have to listen to him blathering on about his car (ok maybe a little), he’ll have loads of other interesting things to talk about. Politics, world events, how much the chicken burgers down at the local place rock, so long as you douse them in hot sauce…
14.) You’ll almost never have to hear, “Yaw dawg whazzap!!” plop out of their mouths. Unless it’s in jest. They spell properly, use correct punctuation, and are able to tell the difference between the toilet and the floor. They almost never get “wasted”, so you won’t have to worry about coming home to find him and his friends passed out on the floor amidst a pile of beer bottles. Mt. Dew cans, perhaps…
15.) And the final reason why geeks and nerds make great boyfriends: They actually give a damn about you. Not how you look (though that’s a plus), not how skinny you are, not how much make-up you primp yourself up with, but they like you for you. That kind of thing lasts longer than “DaMN baby you got a fine ass!!!” Believe me.
Secrets?
June 5, 2009- I’m afraid that you’ve settled with me so that you won’t be alone.
- I am a horny bitch.
- I reread my diary so I won’t forget how bad it really was.
- I still sometimes wish I could just eat at the kid’s table.
- I really want to text naked pictures of myself to my husband at work.
And I’ll post more soon.


